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One of my sisters was given up for adoption at birth. I started searching for her when she turned 18.A little over six years later I found her. Everything seemed to be going really good. We all welcomed her into our lives with open arms. We all treated her with love and respect. Then it was like a bomb went off! She was only happy if she was the center of attention and if she got what she wanted. If she didn't get her way she caused nothing but pain for my Mom. ( Her BMOM ) I had thought things were still going alright with the two of us. I told her how much I loved her as a sister and that I never would of searched for her if I didn't want to know her. But now she has cut everyone off. She wants to play the victim. When we have done nothing wrong but want to love her and welcome her into our family. I'm hoping that over time she will see how much we did love her and what her in our lives.
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Loads of hugs and I do empathise...I found my son in Aug 2004 and now I am at the stage I can't have contact with my son yet it does hurt. Our reunion has had it's ups and downs so when it was good it was heaven, when it's be bad it's been awful. I've had to deal with all sorts from him such as "it's all about me" from my son till I put my foot down and told him it wasn't fair to trample over my feelings. Our latest major falling out has been to do with b/dad issues and his anger issues (towards me) which has been the last straw. Touchy subject for me but basically he has decided I'm not a very nice person and I've made him hate me yet he thinks he's done nothing wrong and done his best to keep me happy :o . Fortunately he needed space which has taken a weight off my shoulders ... sadly it still hurts as I do love him, I just can't have contact with someone who thinks he's perfect.
Try not to take it too personally as reunion does have a major effect with all those involved and emotions can get the better of everybody.
Pip :wings:
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hi...
tenderheart and mamabee.... how wonderful to see you both posting... you must have a very close, caring relationship.
do you suppose that the reality of what she lost (the type of relationship you two have) was too much for her? Too difficult to "compete" with? Too painful to be around?
I don't know.... I am a bmom.... i am raising three daughters and I am 2.5 years into a reunion with my first daughter.... She has never expressed any issues with her sisters... and any "pulling away" stuff seems to be more about her and her life vs us... does that make sense? (She's twenty... c'mon!! She's into her life... college... boys... etc)
but I have read on the forums quite a bit about daughters who were placed being reunited and feeling angry about their bsisters who have the "mother daughter" relationship they never had...???
julie
Sometimes adoptees are just trying to push and test and establish some control.Remember there whole life control was taken away from them.If you guys can,be strong and reaffirm your love her when she gets squirrely.Remember ,there are times she is probably regressing to that abandoned infant.
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mom of 2
Sometimes adoptees are just trying to push and test and establish some control.Remember there whole life control was taken away from them.If you guys can,be strong and reaffirm your love her when she gets squirrely.Remember ,there are times she is probably regressing to that abandoned infant.