I want to give up my child but have concerns.

Hi I am pregnant and I want to give up my child but I am scared that even though I might not be an ideal mother that an adoptive parent might not be as well like I don't know the situation im about to give up my child too. I mean anyone can act and put on a show but i want to know that this is the right choice and right people. I don't want to abort for sure, I really don't have money for that. So my second question is well is this going to be expensive to find adoptive parents because I am really strongly considering our safe haven law it seems like it will be less hassle but yet i still want good parents for my child ahhh...hmmm? I am stuck. Oh...and can i be stuck for awhile? I am three months pregnant.