Losing a foster child

Originally Posted By Jandh & I know exactly how you feel we had a fd for 18 months when she was YANK away to be returned to a bio dad that was willing to sign her over to us. But, grt grt A&U got their noses in it and he decided IF we couldn't have her then he would get her back. It is a death in your heart. I know everytime we went to court we felt like OUR baby was on life support and the judge could pull the plug any day. It has been 5 months sense she left us. And EVERY time I see a picture of her or hear her name my heart sinks down to my toes. I miss her SO!