My failure as a foster mom

Thank you all once again for your responses and support. The day went fine. My family was all here and so I got to pretty much do my own thing while one or another of my family members focused on her. The best I can do is keep on keeping on. 12 more days and she will be moving. I hate how much I am looking forward to that. This foster care journey has opened my eyes to many things in the world that I wish I had remained ignorant of; and this unforgiving place in myself is definately one of them. Again, thank you for your support during this difficult day.