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Hello , im back i was helped a lot last time so thought id come back for more advice, ive meet bdad after 27 years first meeting went ok , i then went on to go round bdad home meet his partner of 23 years and my 22 and 12 half brothers. It was amazing, i was so emotional just before i went home as i was so sad i was leaving them.... my 22 half btother hugged me kissed me on check and told me he loved me i was taken aback but felt so happy.... ive planned to see them again end of the month... my issue really is im missing them all so much its like ache and really powerful, ive never expernced anything like it before, and also ive spoke to 23 half bro few times since we meet first time on fone he was soo lovely last time, last night i didnt know if he wanted me to ring, i just finding that part hard to deal with. Knowing how to form relationship with older half brother, i feel this instant connection like i feel protective older sister .....i knew id feel like this with bdad but never thought id feel same bout half bro, its like i love people who i dont know :(