Heavey Heart

I haven't read all the responses but I am glad to hear that you care for her this way and that you are aware of how hard this is. I know it means the world to me to have my son's parents understand even if not fully. While it's a crummy emotion to have I also think it's a great emotion in that it shows that you have a compassionate heart. I love my son's parents for understanding that this is a loss to me. Also that they understand that I am a person with real feelings and not just a means to an end. There is no magic solution to these feelings. I hope for the best for all of you and that whatever is meant to be will be.