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She's amazing but what life does a child have caring for her only parent that's disabled, that's in so much pain her only wish is to one day going to Switzerland and ending it all. And before you judge why I had a child in the first place know this. I wasn't disabled or in pain, I had a great career, was in a long term relationship and bought our first home, I was 30 and it took over a year to get pregnant. She was a very wanted child. But things change, a condition developed in pregnancy left me in permanent pain. Her father became physically abusive after I became disabled, and doesn't see or support her. And I've really tried. She's the brightest most amazing kid and so beautiful. She's 10. I was planning to wait till she went to university and was settled to end this pain, but I can't. I know it's selfish, but what kind of life does a child have caring for a mother like me
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