Wanting a father....

I am an adult mother of two and I’ve never had a real father in my life. I am feeling the effects of this now in my life more than ever. Not having a loving, present father has left an enormous hole in my life and has influenced my decisions, feelings about myself etc. Just about every aspect of my life has been influenced by this, and not for the good. I feel like I need love and guidance and attention now more than ever. I am looking for a father figure who would like to ‘adopt’ me as his daughter. I am a Christian and I know that God is my father, but I sure could use a flesh and blood father right now. If there is anyone out there who would like a father/daughter relationship I would love to talk with you. Nothing funny or weird. I just need a dad. Thank you Emily