ADOPTED HELL

ADOPTED HELL NOW THAT I KNOW IM AN ADOPTEE THIS EXPLAINS THE HORRIBLE MEMORYS THEY SAY MEMORYS START TO FORM @ THREE THATS PRETTY MUCH WHERE IT STARTS FOR ME BEING PUNISHED AN SCORNED BEYOND REASON THIS WOULD BE THE NORM SEASON AFTER SEASON I WAS ADOPTED FOR LOVE TO FILL A NEED THAT ALL ENDED WHEN SHE BORE HER OWN SEED I BECAME USELESS A PIECE OF TRASH SOMETHING TO USE TO WHIP AN THRASH NEVER DID I KNOW MOTHERLY LOVE PROMISED TO A CHILD BY THE LORD ABOVE IT'S A BIG SECRET WE MUST NEVER TELL SO IN THE MEAN TIME I'LL LIVE IN HELL TREATED DIFFERENT FROM THE REST IT DID NO GOOD TO DO MY BEST I WAS A MISTAKE THEY COULD NOT ERASE THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO TELL ME TO MY FACE SO THE LIE GOES ON FOR YEARS AN YEARS A LIFE FULL OF HATRED PAIN AN TEARS I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG I DIDN'T FIT IN I COULD DO NO RIGHT JUST WRONG AND SIN BEATINGS WERE FREQUENT HUGS WERE FEW I DON'T REMEMBER MY MOM SAYING I LOVE YOU NOW AT 45 MY SUSPISIONS ALL TRUE I WAS NOT ONE OF THEM IT WAS ALL A HORRIBLE RUSE ALL IS NOT LOST TO THE HATRED PAIN AN SHAME I MADE MY WAY THROUGH THIS UGLY WAR I MADE IT MOSTLY BY THE GRACE OF THE LORD ABOVE HE BROUGHT ME THROUGH IT TO FIND TRUE LOVE DIDN'T KNOW LOVE THEN BUT I KNOW IT NOW I CAME IN THE FORM OF A WOMAN THE WOMANS NAME IS DIANA SHE IS MY WIFE MY FRIEND MY LOVER SHE LOVES ME NO MATTER MY SINS AN SORROWS HER LOVE I NEVER HAVE TO BEG OR BORROW AND I WILL LOVE HER LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW!