Tracy

Originally Posted By TracyUpdate...things are going much better at my house. My husband and I reconfirmed our commitment to adoption and did some soul searching on why we made this initial decision in the first place. The committment is this...this little girl is now OUR little girl...now and forever. We are committed to her and are never going back on that! That has made all the difference. I am sure she could sense our hesitation and was testing us to see if we, too, would reject her. WE DIDN'T! I am starting to bond and am starting to see the "cute" things about her more than the "not so cute." I appreciate all of your support. I hope that these exchanges in messages have helped other mothers out there as well. I was in a desperate place when I placed my first message. For those who care, things are going quite well. We just celebrated her fourth birhday and for the first time, we felt like a real family. Thanks for listening to me and giving me some support and sometimes harsh criticism. All helped! I wish you all the best...whoever you are. Thanks again,Tracy