Happy Birthday to My Sweet K!!!

Today is my second girl's birthday that I placed. She turned 2 years old today, I can hardly believe it. At exactly 5:01 p.m., she turned 2 and around about that time, I felt my heart hurt even more and my mood plummet even more than it already was. It's been a hard birthday this year with a lot of changes and repressed grief and all, but I've almost made it through this birthday after all. I felt like the weather and everything reflected my mood and my grief/bittersweet emotions today. It was all cloudy, gray and cold and I felt like the reflection of my soul, my mood, my grief and pain was everywhere around me all day. I will be heading home in a few minutes here for Thanksgiving break so I will get to be around some of my family support system if I need it later tonight. But for today, I was mostly by myself except last night my boyfriend did offer to celebrate my daughter's birthday with me at midnight and just held me and was there for me if I wanted to talk. He didn't want me to be alone last night, but I did alright by myself just the same. Oh and he also did send me a text earlier today to let me know he was thinking of me and praying for me and that he loved me so he did help the day be a little better for me. He's definitely a keeper and a great guy, that's for sure. So, Happy Birthday to My Sweet K :cake:!!! I hope she has a great day & feels of my deep love for her too.