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I sure hope I'm not out of line here. I am franticly looking for them. I didn't know Mateo and Joseph was adopted until it was to late. My daughter was on drugs and was arrested and put in jail. her and I really never got along because of it. I raised the boys until they were 4 and 4 and then, out of the blue. she comes and made me believe that she was straight and had her life together. so, over that weeks time. I believe in her and I gave the boys back to her. OOOh, how I was wrong. I didn't know they were adopted until a couple of years later and it was to late. I now have COPD. I just want to know that they are ok. its been years now and I still haven't been able to find them. I want them both to know that I loved them so much and I never gave up on them. never! I long to hold them on my arms again and tell them how much I love them. I'm so scared that I am going to pass away without them knowing this. I know that they were adopted out of Alamogordo New Mexico. Thier names were Mateo and Joseph Martinez/ Barela.
Mateo, I think turned 18 on March 28th. but not really sure. I pray for them both everyday. there is alot of illness that runs in my family. I sent a letter years ago to the adoption place in new mexico, but to no avail. if anything, I just need to know that they are ok.. I miss them something awful. I want them to know that I never once forgot about them. Please, I don't know if anyone can help. but I do have faith the the lord. and I have to believe that I will see them one last time before god calls me home.God bless you all. and thank you for at least listening to me. Rhonda Barela