Looking for a family :/ :(

Hey, I'm 15 years old, I'll turn 16 on January 26th. I live in Iraq. I'm Muslim, I have strict parents. I'm a girl . I can't do what I like, I feel I'm always being forced and I have to do what they actually want and if I don't they trashtalk me or talk behind my back I even lost confidence because of that, I live with 3 siblings and they treat me so bad they even hit me sometimes if I try to defend myself. I feel tired of them I just want to escape but then I found out my country doesn't allow adoption. It. Makes me really sad. I've always wanted freedom and live like other girls I can't even take care of myself... If you're interested just email me uwunoor678@gmail.com thank you.